Listen, subconscious, I’m not complaining about the fact that you gave me dreams about $SOMEONE, I am, however, complaining most bitterly that even in my DREAMS, I’m apparently doing the “senpai, please notice me!” thing. Aren’t I allowed to pull a Pick-Me-Choose-Me-Love-Me manoeuvre in my dreams? Can’t you throw me a bone and just give me a happy ending once, at least? This is utterly rude. I want crazy passionate $SOMEONE-kisses, damn you.
Oh yeah, uh…not dead? Enjoying the cold weather! Been dealing with a lot of pain issues; had to move Natsume back into his original area because his wifi adapter is just too old to work properly in my cottage. I, however, don’t think my back can take sleeping in the bed in his area, so if I wake up in the middle of the night in the cottage and want to do anything computer-y, it’ll mean either walking in the winter air or just…not being able to do so. It sucks, but come the warmer weather again, I won’t be able to stay in the cottage during the day anyway, so…I don’t know.
I just really, really want a weatherproof, climate-controlled area where I can computer AND sleep without agonising pain the next morning, but apparently that’s asking too much in this timeline.
This timeline sucks, just for the record.